when the going gets weird...

neeeew ELL JAY.

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 14:25:46 GMT

i'm at fauxrealz

add me, if you want.

right now its a bunch of relationship shit, go figure.

...

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 23:52:17 GMT

just when i hit the clearing. fly into the fucking eye of the storm.

it shits on me. a huge. fucking. awful. world. of. shit.

it just never fucking stops. for real. i'm gunna sit here. in my underwears. listening to the pb&j. i'm gunna draw. i'm ...

going. far away. again.

i'm scared.

oooooh!

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 23:16:05 GMT

as usual, nothing new here.

my urges for southern movement is growing. atlanta? why not? after school. it would make me happy, to be in a place that is more a part of me.

i have had no hot water for over a week in my apartment. i've been using my parents shower. it was supposed to kick in today, the hot water ... but it hasn't. :|

things i will be buying: (one day)

aromaleigh
the ol' bpal
lushie
cydwoq shoes, insane!

dreaming, i guess.
i WANT those shoes.

time to eat some sweeties drink some coffee, shower and gallop home.

this is bad

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 19:47:02 GMT

a bad pain in my chest and head.

i wanna freak out.

i want to get exhausted.

i want to scream.

i want to fuck.

i want to cry out loud.

i want to rip my hair out.

i wanna snarl.

and bite.

i want to leave.

i want to make violent love.

i want to use my brain, hard.

and i want to SMILE ... like i am now.

its good. good stuff.

i am licking my lips.

closing my eyes.

yeah, thats how i feel right now. like blowing up, all in my brain.

new hair:

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 13:07:30 GMT

my eye balls feel like they are going to pop out of my face.

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 15:51:54 GMT

með blóðnasir!

i <3 you sigur rós!

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 16:55:17 GMT

back pain isn't cool.

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 15:33:52 GMT

i had to come out and say it, i'm just fucking sick of it.

I FUCKING HATE GAUCHO PANTS.

they are the most non body flattering piece of shit clothing ... it makes your ASS LOOK LIKE SHIT. and in iowa city, every fucking overly tanned college girl wears them, and it makes me SICK! Look at this rubbish! JUST LOOK AT IT!!

GOD SHAT AND THERE WAS GAUCHO PANTS!

one of the girls i work with wears these almost EVERY DAY. LO"QWGHROwhjf'[gry[0.

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 15:46:36 GMT

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:48:20 GMT

i didn't like watching myself breathe.

sudden images of blood coming from my mouth. i wanted to taste it.

then sounds came from my room, and i stopped following. snapping.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 18:51:14 GMT

i am so paranoid right now.

sometimes, i think i need to see a doctor.

i do not feel healthy, mind and body.

i've been such a .... freak, the past few weeks. freakishly strange. odd, and uncomfortable.

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 01:58:01 GMT

BAH. if i ever met a character like "travis" from taxi driver i'd, well, hell i dont know what i would do. towards the end, him all bloody ... oh, i'd leap all over him.

lust, lust, lust.

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 17:55:00 GMT

i'm doing a much needed friends cut.

so, if i removed you, no offense ... you dont interest me, we have nothing that relates to one another... blah, blah ... i'm sure this isn't important to you.

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 02:25:10 GMT

(dearest) Hunter S. Thompson

1937-2005

i couldn't really sleep after jared screamed his death from the living room while i was laying in bed. i loved everything that he did, such a wonderful man. it doesn't suprise me that he took his own life ... i was more in shock that it actually DID happen, i couldn't see him going any other way.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 17:29:02 GMT

oh, yeah... i might run around and take pictures of road kill.

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 17:17:05 GMT

what aint no country i've ever heard of! they speak english in WHAT?

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 14:21:38 GMT

hmmmmm.... the itch seems to have gone. i wonder :|

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 13:10:57 GMT

hey duck man, can i get two ducks.... man?

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 23:50:49 GMT

HAH, PAID ACCOUNT BITCHES.

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 20:35:35 GMT

friends only, bitch.