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09:24 am 10/23/07 2 comments Leave a comment	undosyndir neeeew ELL JAY. i'm at fauxrealz add me, if you want. right now its a bunch of relationship shit, go figure.


05:52 pm 1/22/07 1 comment Leave a comment	undosyndir ... just when i hit the clearing. fly into the fucking eye of the storm. it shits on me. a huge. fucking. awful. world. of. shit. it just never fucking stops. for real. i'm gunna sit here. in my underwears. listening to the pb&j. i'm gunna draw. i'm ... going. far away. again. i'm scared.

05:03 pm
2/1/06

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oooooh!

as usual, nothing new here.

my urges for southern movement is growing. atlanta? why not? after school. it would make me happy, to be in a place that is more a part of me.

i have had no hot water for over a week in my apartment. i've been using my parents shower. it was supposed to kick in today, the hot water ... but it hasn't. :|

things i will be buying: (one day)

aromaleigh
the ol' bpal
lushie
cydwoq shoes, insane!

dreaming, i guess.
i WANT those shoes.

time to eat some sweeties drink some coffee, shower and gallop home.

feeling:	tired
sound:	tiny paintings - architecture in helsinki

01:41 pm
1/20/06

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this is bad

a bad pain in my chest and head.

i wanna freak out.

i want to get exhausted.

i want to scream.

i want to fuck.

i want to cry out loud.

i want to rip my hair out.

i wanna snarl.

and bite.

i want to leave.

i want to make violent love.

i want to use my brain, hard.

and i want to SMILE ... like i am now.

its good. good stuff.

i am licking my lips.

closing my eyes.

yeah, thats how i feel right now. like blowing up, all in my brain.

new hair:

feeling:	not as happy as i look
sound:	ceremony - new order


08:06 am 10/24/05 2 comments Leave a comment	undosyndir (no subject) my eye balls feel like they are going to pop out of my face.


10:50 am 9/30/05 2 comments Leave a comment	undosyndir (no subject) með blóðnasir! i <3 you sigur rós!


11:54 am 9/8/05 6 comments Leave a comment	undosyndir (no subject) back pain isn't cool.

10:28 am
8/8/05

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i had to come out and say it, i'm just fucking sick of it.

I FUCKING HATE GAUCHO PANTS.

they are the most non body flattering piece of shit clothing ... it makes your ASS LOOK LIKE SHIT. and in iowa city, every fucking overly tanned college girl wears them, and it makes me SICK! Look at this rubbish! JUST LOOK AT IT!!

GOD SHAT AND THERE WAS GAUCHO PANTS!

one of the girls i work with wears these almost EVERY DAY. LO"QWGHROwhjf'[gry[0.

feeling:

bitchy

10:45 am
7/18/05

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feeling:

meh

11:45 pm
7/7/05

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i didn't like watching myself breathe.

sudden images of blood coming from my mouth. i wanted to taste it.

then sounds came from my room, and i stopped following. snapping.

sound:

half noise - mum


01:49 pm 7/6/05 1 comment Leave a comment	undosyndir (no subject) i am so paranoid right now. sometimes, i think i need to see a doctor. i do not feel healthy, mind and body. i've been such a .... freak, the past few weeks. freakishly strange. odd, and uncomfortable.

08:54 pm
7/3/05

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BAH. if i ever met a character like "travis" from taxi driver i'd, well, hell i dont know what i would do. towards the end, him all bloody ... oh, i'd leap all over him.

lust, lust, lust.

feeling:

flustered

12:51 pm
4/29/05

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i'm doing a much needed friends cut.

so, if i removed you, no offense ... you dont interest me, we have nothing that relates to one another... blah, blah ... i'm sure this isn't important to you.

feeling:

meh


08:19 pm 2/21/05 6 comments Leave a comment	undosyndir (no subject) (dearest) Hunter S. Thompson 1937-2005 i couldn't really sleep after jared screamed his death from the living room while i was laying in bed. i loved everything that he did, such a wonderful man. it doesn't suprise me that he took his own life ... i was more in shock that it actually DID happen, i couldn't see him going any other way.